sometimes i wonder why i care so much about you
sometimes i wonder why i actually believed in you, and even the things you said in your drunken stupor
i just don't understand why things are working out like this
a simple reply was all i ever needed
but why did you have to ignore me
all week long i've been finding ways to see how i could bless you
to make you feel better possibly, with a desire of your heart
but you want me to shut up
i have got no idea what's going on, what am i still doing in a circumstance like this
only hoping you'd be open once again
about your true self and not things you feel that is alright to share
without having to be reliant on alcohol
to be reliant on getting high
one life is connected to many hearts
i pray you will live it well
because i will only hope that this poisoned heart of mine
would be the only one to die in this life
